Fear - Tech N9ne, Tech N9ne Collabos feat. Mackenzie O’Guin, Tech N9ne Collabos feat. Mackenzie Nicole

Fear

This was the moment I feared

Fear

This was the moment I feared

Fear

This was the moment I feared

Fear

This was the moment I feared

Reoccurring dream, I was falling

Droppin' from something tall and

Jesus name that I’m calling

This is pretty deep how I’ma decorate the city street

Little bitty pieces, there’s really gonna be some chalky drawings

In this dream I had, when I land

I can taste the blood, I can smell the concrete

And I can feel my bones crush on a calm street

Dark and desolate, my heart’ll never get

Another beat I’m gonna be other head to split, my hell is credited

Where the red is in, I’m down and dead admit in light I’m dreadin' this

If we’re created of God than predestination

Should not be looked at as odd, when we’re blessed to wake in-

Side of a dream, like I’ve been here before

And we sum it up with some french expression like we didn’t hear the lord

So I’m hopin' and prayin'

That I won’t be opened and sprayin'

In real life and it’s just a dream, and it’s not a thing that can sway my view

But my fear is that I end up layin' and ready for decayin'

What I thought was a dream now it’s Déjà vu

Fear

If I fall will the angels catch me?

Fear

Or end it all is it my destiny?

Fear

Is there a sound when the ground absorbs me?

Fear

Or a dream tellin' me my story

I called up my mother, but who answered my brother

He said «she real sick but I’m gonna put her on just tell her you love her»

My heart it just fluttered when mama picked up she would utter

«Who is this?»

I said «Donnie», but she thought I was another

Didn’t even know me, and she’s not an oldie

It’s the lupus or epilepsy

Maybe the psychosis solely

«This your son I just called to say happy birthday»

Not really knowin' me hit me in the worst way

Then she said «Oh yeah, little Donnie, how you doin' in school?»

I said «I'm 42, mommy!»

I’ll give my arm, leg, leg, arm, head if that means my momma get better

Toughest thing to swallow is when someone who raised you, they gonna forget ya

I’m feelin' sadness, I’m feelin' anger

Steady praying for the higher power to come down and change her

Rearrange her 'cause my fear is that the sickness in her mind

In due time it’ll make her son a stranger

Fear

A stranger to the one who raised us

Fear

Nameless to the one who named us

Fear

Back to the place where it all began

Fear

I’m seeing heaven but I fear it’s the end

Taught to have faith in God

Breakin' bread then we bakin' cod

Makin' plenty then spread it abroad

Wash it down with a glass of Shiraz

I try to walk the path of the righteous one

But this life is one, that’s full of strife, let’s run

To the mountain top

What I’m 'bout to say if suckas starts to thinking this holy name

I denounce then stop

Man, I’m just sayin'

I do a whole lot of prayin'

And I wonder if it’s listenin' to Aaron’s nightly whisperin'

'Bout mom in the tithe she’s weakly payin'

I know it’s a blessing, that I raised kids 'cause I got skill

And thank God that gangbang thing didn’t bring me hot steel

Now my mom’s worse and a lot ill

My fear is that this God I’m prayin' to for my mother is not real

Fear

Extinguish me from this world of fire

Fear

False teachings taught by liars

Fear

Prayers echo in an empty asylum

Fear

No salvation from man’s messiah