Hard to Find - Tate McRae

In your head, these situations end in a blink

But the worst is usually these little lies

Why can’t you see it through my eyes?

I understand you’re trying to be cool

Your so-called friends are slowly transforming you

Into a person I never thought existed

And at the moment, really wish I didn’t

Who are you?

You’re not the girl I used to know

You had my back when I would go

Be there through high and low

Who are you?

It’s like you wanna start a fight

But when I’m the spotlight

Suddenly it’s alright

You’re plastic, imperfect

You’re scared to fall

Try to knock me down

When you find a flaw

These games you play

Are messing with my mind

Making you and I so hard to find

Never thought you’d treat me

Like a fool

But once again, you’ve lost the old you

One day, you’ll have me laughing

Till I can’t breathe

And the next time you even see me

When you look at me with guilt and insecurities

You have to know

You’ve chosen who you want to be

You don’t even think from time to time

That’s why you’re losin' someone close

And so am I

Who are you?

You’re not the girl I used to know

You had my back when I would go

Be there through high and low

Who are you?

It’s like you wanna start a fight

But when I’m the spotlight

Suddenly it’s alright

You’re plastic, oh perfect

You’re scared to fall

Try to knock me down

When you find a flaw

These games you play

Are messing with my mind

Making you and I so hard to find

We made so many promises

You never really made them

You’d always go and break them

What if it were like when we were kids?

When I told you all my secrets

Back then you would keep them

We both wanted to be on top

We were getting there together

Then came your own measure

So please don’t try to knock me down

No matter what you try I’ll come back around

You’re plastic, oh perfect

You’re scared to fall

Try to knock me down

When you find a flaw

These games you play

Are messing with my mind

Making you and I so hard to find