Spotlight - Talia Mar

And there’s so many things,

I should probably say to you,

I should tell you I loved you and still do,

But I’ll make it worse for myself 'cause it’s easy.

Oh and there’s too many things,

That I never said to you,

And I guess I’ll never say to you,

And make it worse for myself because it’s easy.

Don’t you know I tried to blame you,

For all that you did,

You sat down and smiled,

I know I gave you pain enough for you to cry.

Don’t you know I tried to hurt you,

'Cause all that you did,

Was sit on that side,

While I was finally breaking under your spotlight.

Don’t you know I,

I don’t want to talk to you,

Because I just want to talk to you,

And I know that would hurt.

They say it’s so easy,

Oh to say the things that you don’t mean,

You were right baby,

The truth hurts but how come it only hurts me.

And don’t you know I tried to blame you,

All that you did,

Was sat down and smiled,

I know I gave you pain enough for you to cry.

Don’t you know I tried to hurt you (so bad),

All that you did,

Was sit on that side,

While I was finally breaking under your spotlight.

Running away doubles the pain,

In losing everything that we have made,

If you had shed a tear I might have stayed,

But all that you did was spit out in your cage,

Letting it fade is as hard as it sounds,

How is it now you’ve come up without

not even a bit of regret in your eye.

And I know that I always tried to blame you,

All that you did was sit down and smiled,

I know I gave you pain enough for you to at least cry.

Don’t you know I tried to hurt you,

'Cause all that you did,

Was sit on that side,

While I was finally breaking under your spotlight.

All that you did was sit there and lie,

While I was wondering if you would be alright,

All that you did was walk out that night,

I needed you the most of all in all of my life,

Don’t you know I…