Instincts - Tabanca

I’m catastrophizing

Need a worry cure

Need to banish all the anxiousness that keeps me cold

That keeps me cold

That keeps me cold

I’m materializing things that never were

Things I can’t comprehend because it’s all a blur

It’s all a blur

It’s all a blur

I can’t trust myself

I can’t trust myself around you

Cause my conscious makes me doubt you

But my wants around you

Fear is paralyzing

I get insecure

Contemplating all the senseless things I did before

I did before

I did before

I’m internalizing guilty graces heart

Caution claiming me to do the right thing heal the scars

Heal the scars

Heal the scars

I can’t trust myself

I can’t trust myself around you

Cause my conscious makes me doubt you

But my wants around you

I can not forget desire

But I need to keep it quiet

Cause you truly will deny it

I’m fighting

I’m failing

My judgment is bailing

I’ve given up

I’m in a rut

It’s all too much

The invokes it flickers

Your aura it triggers

The wicked thoughts I know it well

I can’t trust myself

I can’t trust myself around you

Cause my conscious makes me doubt you

But my wants around you

I can not forget desire

But I need to keep it quiet

Cause you truly will deny it