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Anesthetics, and my self-doubt,

And when I zone out I’ve got cigarettes.

How pathetic can one man get?

I’m a waste of space it’s plain to see,

You know where I’m coming from.

Just sit here wondering who will it be

To break this spell.

I’m dumb.

And I’m done.

I’m done with feeling good.

So come on babe, make me numb.

Now that you’re in my head

It’s just a matter of time

Before you’re fed up with me

And all these hopeless dreams are dead.

How much will I sacrifice?

I like sleeping alone in the grip of a vice.

I’m afraid of what I’ve become.

Some escape the guilt, some pay the price.

So come on babe make me numb.

My heart is yours to win.

Absolve me of my grievous sins,

End the curse under which I’ve been

So that I might love again.