Landmarks - Such a Mess

Is it a lie to say I’m happy with the way things all turned out?

And looking back I’m proud of where we’ve been

I had that same dream (where I know how the puzzle piece fits)

But I just can’t reach it anymore

It’s getting harder to keep my head out of water

Accept that I have grown

I’ve been chasing pavements nightly

Searching for some clarity

And a place to call my home

Its sink or swim with concrete at my feet

(head underwater)

I wonder when the end and I will meet

Every night that I cannot sleep it gets harder and harder to chase my dreams

(When they’re fucking chasing me)

It’s getting harder to keep my head out of water

Accept that I have grown

I’ve been chasing pavements nightly

Searching for some clarity

And a place to call my home

I know I’m over my head, I know I’ll never relax

If every step I take is just 2 steps back

Time is wasted away spent swallowed in fear

Will I be stuck in my head or will I disappear?

It’s getting harder to keep my head out of water

Accept that I have grown

I’ve been chasing pavements nightly

Searching for some clarity

And a place to call my home