Carcinova - Storm The Sky

She said she hates my smile

Well, I faked it all

I could be beautiful

But I don’t think I wanna be beautiful

I think I wanna be unusual

I think I wanna breathe in pure gold

I don’t think I want to breathe at

Don’t think I want to breathe at

Don’t think I want to breathe at all

After every single lie I told

You’d think you’d know that I don’t have a soul

I’m painting like a Warhol with my words

You’re certain I am all alone

All I know is cold, she fucks like ice

She aches and she tastes like Ritalin, so beautiful

I think I wanna breathe in pure gold

I don’t think I wanna breathe at all

Distance me, you’re so consistently all I need

I’m gone now, I’m gone now, she did it again

She’s strung out and begging but

I’m not listening, I’ve been resisting the air I breathe

I’m gone now, I’m gone now, she did it again

I’m strung out, strung out and buried again

I’m finally alive, I feed my nose, I’m coping

Fuck what you’ve been told

And I’ve been on the road to no one

She’s at home far from sober and alone

She stares so cold with bloodstained eyes

She aches as she main lines the Ritalin, so beautiful

I think I wanna be unusual

I don’t think I wanna breathe at all

Distance me, you’re so consistently all I need

I’m gone now, I’m gone now, she did it again

She’s strung out and begging but

I’m not listening, I’ve been resisting the air I breathe

I’m gone now, I’m gone now, she did it again

I’m strung out and buried

How do I tell them I’m the shit?

I know, I know, I know, I know

I know, I know, I know, I know

I’ll give you a taste of fame 'cause I know you’ll give it all to me

Don’t use names, it will hit me like reality

Something we don’t need

I know I’m more like carcinoma than a modern day Casanova

Won’t you come over here?

Baby, come over here

She wants to play a little misfit mindgame

Her top is off, she’s whispering my name

No, never stop, never stop so don’t look at

Make love to my bed frame

Distance me, you’re so consistently all I need

I’m gone now, I’m gone now, she did it again

She’s strung out and begging but

I’m not listening, I’ve been resisting the air I breathe