Apology -

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Apology

Here is the rub, and you will rub it til it bleeds

You juxtapose, what is wrong with what is me

And here alone, here in the wake of my mistakes

All broken bones and broken faith

Some black religion comes pouring out of you

Like a masochistic jeweled-eye in a hurricane of cruel

Words of thunder, words of rain

Fall like tears of gravity

And I dont know what you want from me

I must look better on my knees

My whole lifes an apology

And what is love?

Lets say its something like belief

Lets just suppose that what I say is what I mean

Is there no hope?

Hope of you helping fill this space?

Ive lost my home, Ive lost my way

And a fission, like an ion split in two

Our unbalanced whole unglued and the cosmos crying through

Words of thunder, words of rain

Fall like tears of gravity

And I dont know what you want from me

How guilty can the guilty be

My whole lifes an apology