Suffer - Spite

I woke up today,

After a blurry night.

A never ending fight,

And I saw you.

But you weren’t there,

You weren’t there!

And I’ve failed again.

I got lost,

In Black,

And cycle,

An eternity.

Flooded,

Drought,

With emptiness.

You weren’t there.

I exist,

Without color.

I wander,

Without faith.

You’re gone,

And so am I.

Heavy, heavy.

I put it down.

It’s empty,

And so am I.

Lower, lower.

Hope, into Hate.

Sadness, into Hate.

Love, into Hate.

Hate, into Insanity.

Insanity, into Spite.

Spite!

I woke up today,

With a hole in my fucking chest!

I will try,

I will try,

And if I fail,

Fail once a fucking again,

It will be,

Just like me,

Just like me.

Suffer,

Just like me.

Yeah,

Suffer.

Yeah,

Suffer.

Suffer!

Spite!