Sad but Dealing -

I don’t wanna hate you no more it’s gettin harder/

Everyday we talking you taking a step further/

Replacing old me for a kid with a popped collar/

I still ain’t got your number but i know that you the caller/

Im sad but dealing baby im about to roll 2/

Im sad but dealing baby i don’t even know you/

Sad but dealing stacking money to the ceiling when i see you i be peeling im

done dealing with the feelings/ x2

I used to think the moon would follow me follow me/

The thoughts of past june they just swallow me swallow me/

Yeah the first thing i seen was you/

Light bounce off your eyes in the perfect shade of blue/

And the shape of you/

Lemme stay for like a day or two/

Lovers under covers yeah she know the cue/

And i never wanna leave cuz you/

Making me believe that this love is really true/

It’s a true thang that i want a boo thang/

We can be in love like in the motherfuckng movies/

Sadly it’s just fiction addiction is what i’m fixing after kissing you/

So i’m tripping and flippin just cuz i’m missing you/

Imma ride with the top down/

Im getting top now/

Making these thoughts drown/

Down to the bottom they blocked out/

I don’t wanna think about you/

Better off alone but i’m still dreamin about you/

I won’t go with you/

I used to say that i would roll with you/

Forget about the past but i don’t know the truth/

My body need a cast man i ain’t bulletproof/

Don’t think about the past when you don’t know the truth/

Looking through your phone got u up late at night/

Tryna come to terms with the fact you still like me/

Mama used to say fight for what you think’s right/

But where we left off just don’t seem very right to me/

Born just to die, can’t even front, learned that from Bino, you know thats my

man’s/

Sitting with you, sitting with me, dressed in the furs just like Killa Cam/

What do you want?

Know that’ll get it.

Doing it all without an advance/

Jewels from Dubai, vino from France, like im a beast, can I have a dance?/

You got me stressed out, can’t even front, smoke cigarettes now/

Feel like I’m best out, he hard to hear, speak with your chest out/

You take my breath out, when I’m with you but you just give it away/

And you still chastise, wouldn’t even give me any time of day/

Flying on jets now, where you wanna go baby, maybe Japan/

Stand for the crest now, RF baby I need me a stan/

Feeling alone now, in my room, solitude, nah that’s my man’s/

Said that she loved me.

What a joke, know I ain’t falling again/

And I know better, you can’t trip me baby/ (know that I know x2)

For show baby, what was this love for?/(was it for show? x2)

Was it for show/

Comforting you when you open the door/

You locked in my soul/

Im walking around with this love in my bones/

I don’t even know/

I still don’t feel happy when countin my dough/

I don’t need a hoe/

I some real love that just isn’t for show/