Cycling - Snow Roller

Got a few dark thoughts I’m cycling through

And a bright idea I haven’t used

It’s too loud to think here

Let alone to speak

Construction in our heads

Tearing up the concrete

Just to figure out

It’s not enough for me

I have this vision about burning the apartment building down

I still dream about you

How the fuck was I supposed to handle

Something new?

I wish I knew it all

Before I got into this

How it’s gonna go

Before I start losing it

«I'm already someone else

It’s a consequence of getting close

You know I warned you from the start I could get mean.»

We’re awake each morning, a couple cusps, more and more exhausted

Can I just get some room to breath?

Did we lose ourselves

In a union of difference?

Can I love you through

The immutable distance?

The immutable distance, distance, distance…

I think I need a little distance