Cloudy Day - Slut

welcome to this song,

listen close 'cause it’s for you

i’ve been thinking of and there is nothing i can do.

so i smile a loser’s smile,

put my eyes down for a while,

i’ve been soft and i’ve been weak

move my hands and start to speak —

for the first time.

in the dark again, forever caught within a lie

and not as safe as when a cloudy day would let me die,

so i smile a loser’s smile,

put my eyes down for a while,

i’ve been soft and i’ve been weak

move my hands and start to speak:

«you're a favourite girl…» |||

a strange stain — an eternal child,

never sure — always shy:

i’m going to take you for a ride

through all the gardens where i hide

far away from the crowd, always silent

never loud, never able to be proud

never allowed to let it out:

a million thoughts within a year,

full of anger — full of fear,

i want to see what i have done for you.