Waiting to Start - Sloucher

I’m bored and it’s eating me up inside

How many times I tried to ignore

The urge to stay here and hide until I run out of time

I wonder why it all seems so hard to me living healthily and sober

The tobacco leaf before I fall asleep

In a dark room on a sunny afternoon

Dreams aren’t enough

Wanna take my world

Make it something beautiful

But I’m stuck in a rut

Today is the ten year anniversary

And I’ve found that it’s just not working out for me

I wonder why the clouds have never left the sky

I don’t know why it still plagues me

It remains a mystery

In a dark room on a sunny afternoon

Dreams aren’t enough

Wanna take my world

Make it something beautiful

When I’m stuck in a rut

And life’s a block away passing by me every day

Waiting to start

Every now and then I think I’m getting close again

Just for the day