when I'm back home - slchld

When I’m back home

Who will be waiting for me

I’m too scared to know

I’m sure it’s nothing for you

But I’m still afraid

Close up my wounds and

Heal me of my pain

Save me from the monsters in my head

They’re my reflections

And they’re a part of me

I’m too scared to fight it

I’ll lose myself

(Home)

I’m missing home

When I’m back home

Home

(I keep myself distracted

Of the things I need to do)

I’m regretful of my actions

But I’m one with my loneliness

I’m trying to make it better

I’m trying to let it go

But I’m holding onto something

That I don’t even know

What I’m most afraid of

Is that I’ll be left alone

(I don’t even wanna ever think about it)

I’m missing home

I’m missing home

When I’m back home

When I’m back home

Home

I’m missing home

When I’m back home

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