I Am - SJ

I am sitting around wonder why wonder why it is that I can swim but I can’t fly

I am counting pennies duckin' calls staring at walls stripped down naked soul

socks and a bow

I am calling foes missing friends watching lives end trying to find where the

new lines begin

I am crossing fingers flipping cards wondering why wondering why truth itself

is the best lie

I am paying to lose, I’m paying to win, I’m paying with their fake prayers,

but mostly my so-called sins

I pay them so they don’t, I pay them so they do

And for just a little more I can’t stay deaf, dumb, blind, lost and confused

I am falling down forgetting to sleep I lose my head at least five days a week

I am chasing away wolves and woes and girls who knows, caught the ball forgot

how to throw

I am finding rhythm melody and notes I wonder why wonder why heavy never floats

I am fixin' scores clearing drawers settling wars 'cause tomorrow I won’t be

here anymore

I am paying to choose, I’m paying to breathe, I am paying with magic tokens and

one teaspoon of magic beads

I pay them so they don’t, I pay them so they do

And for just a little more I can stay deaf, dump, blind, lost and confused

Well, I am paying to lose, I’m paying to win, I’m paying with their fake

prayers, but mostly my so-called sins

I pay them so they don’t, I pay them so they don’t

And for just a little more I can’t stay deaf, dumb, blind, lost and confused

I am sitting around wonder why wonder why it is that I can swim but I can’t fly

I am counting pennies ducking calls staring at walls stripped down naked soul

socks and a bow

Hmmm, yeah, yeah, yeah I am finding rhythm melody and notes wondering why

wondering why heavy never floats

I am fixin' scores clearing drawers settling wars 'cause tomorrow I won’t be

here anymore

I am I am I am I, I am I am I am I, I am I am I am I, I am