Ben Kimdim - Sirhot

Bu dünyada ben yoktum, doğdum

Bebektim, yordum

Çocuktum, sordum

Küçüktüm, toydum

Kahramandım, robottum

Mortal Combat Cobolt’tum

Süperman' da oldum

Bazen Örümcek Adam da oldum

Şimdi adam oldum

Büyüdüm, doğruldum

Öğrendim, yoğruldum

Yaşadım, yoruldum

Hırçındım, duruldum

Düşmandım, vuruldum

Anlaşılmadım kudurdum

Bana vurana ben de vurdum

Hep ilktim, sondum

Kökendim, soydum

Yapraktım, soldum

Döküldüm toprağa kondum

Buzuldum, dondum

Ateştim, kordum

Nehirdim, göldüm

Taştım damla damla doldum

Nakarat:

Yağmurla su oldum

Denizle tuz oldum

Karlarla buz oldum

Hep ben mutsuz oldum

Düşerken tutundum

Kalkarken tutuldum

Yalnızdım unutuldum

Sayfalarda kurutuldum

Topraktım, tohumdum

Fidandım, …

Ağaçtım, odundum

Ormandım, korundum

Yılandım, soktum

Fakirdim, yoktum

Zengindim, toktum

Her geceydim, koptum

Mankendim, soyundum

Hep dinledim …

Bacaktım, koldum

Sağ koldum ve soldum

Her seyi savurdum

Sinirlendim kasıp kavurdum

İstesem taş olurdum

İstemesem de olurdum

Güneştim, ay oldum

Depremdim, fay oldum

Kısraktım, tay oldum

Hay oldum, huy oldum

Gökyüzünde buluttum

Geriye kalan umuttum

Ama çöl oldum kuruttum

Ben kendimi unuttum

Nakarat:

Yağmurla su oldum

Denizle tuz oldum

Karlarla buz oldum

Hep ben mutsuz oldum

Düşerken tutundum

Kalkarken tutuldum

Yalnızdım unutuldum

Sayfalarda kurutuldum

Aşıktım, kör oldum

Sevdim diye el oldum

Yıprandım, kül oldum

Ağladım, göl oldum

Nedendim, sonuçtum

Çok bildim, konuştum

Niyettim, oruçtum

Huzura kavuştum

Biberi, tuzu oldum

Çok saftım kuzu oldum

Kurtlarla pusu oldum

Vadilerin kuşu oldum

Sirhot’tum, boğuldum

Rap’te dokuz doğurdum

Güvendim, soyuldum

Oynandım, oyundum

Çok bildim, çok oldum

Hiç bilmedim, hiç oldum

Öğrettim, yuh oldum

Cahillerle yok oldum

Dünyayla döndüm

Güneşle söndüm

Yaşadım ve gördüm

Yaşlandım ve öldüm

Nakarat:

Yağmurla su oldum

Denizle tuz oldum

Karlarla buz oldum

Hep ben mutsuz oldum

Düşerken tutundum

Kalkarken tutuldum

Yalnızdım unutuldum

Sayfalarda kurutuldum

I was not in this world, I was born

I was a baby, I was tired

I was a child, I asked

I was little, I was naive

I was a hero, I was a robot

I was Mortal Combat Cobolt

I've been in Superman

Sometimes I've been Spider-Man

now i'm a man

I grew up, I straightened up

I learned, I was kneaded

I've lived, I'm tired

I was angry, I was stunned

I was the enemy, I was shot

I was not understood

I also hit the one who hit me

I was always the first, I was the last

I was robbed

I was a leaf, withered

I fell and landed on the ground

I froze, I froze

I was fire, I was afraid

I was a river, I was a lake

I overflowed drop by drop

Chorus:

I became water with rain

I became salt with the sea

I became ice with snow

I've always been unhappy

I held on as I fell

I was caught getting up

I was alone I was forgotten

I'm dried in the pages

I was soil, I was seed

I was a sapling…

I was tree, I was wood

I was the forest, I was protected

I snaked, I stung

I was poor, I didn't exist

I was rich, I was full

I was every night, I was torn

I was a model, undressed

I've always listened...

my leg, my arm

I was right arm and left

I threw everything

I got angry and raged

If I wanted I would be a stone

Even if I didn't want to, I would

I was the sun, I became the moon

I was an earthquake, I was a fault

I was a mare, I was a foal

I've become a temper

I was a cloud in the sky

I was the hope that remained

But I became a desert

I forgot myself

Chorus:

I became water with rain

I became salt with the sea

I became ice with snow

I've always been unhappy

I held on as I fell

I was caught getting up

I was alone I was forgotten

I'm dried in the pages

I was in love, I was blind

I've been handed because I loved

I'm worn out, I'm ashes

I cried, I became a lake

I was the cause, I was the result

I knew too much, I spoke

I intended, I was fasting

I have peace

I became the pepper, the salt

I was so naive I became a lamb

I ambushed with the wolves

I became a bird of the valleys

I was Sirhot, I drowned

I gave birth to nine in rap

I trusted, I was robbed

I was played, I was played

I've known too much, I've been too much

I never knew, I've ever been

I taught, I was hoot

I'm lost with the ignorant

I'm back with the world

I'm extinguished with the sun

I lived and saw

i got old and died

Chorus:

I became water with rain

I became salt with the sea

I became ice with snow

I've always been unhappy

I held on as I fell

I was caught getting up

I was alone I was forgotten

I'm dried in the pages