They're Watching -

They’re watching me

My muscles tighten

My head is weak

Oh, the irony

Everything it takes to keep me from noticing

That you’re just around the corner

It’s not all in my head

I won’t make it easy on you

I know it would be easier if I was

Do you regret me?

Am I unraveling?

I’m sick of all my feelings

Turned into songs

To sell more copies

To taste a dose of what I really want

I still can’t live on fifteen

When you were here

We figured it out

But it doesn’t feel like home now

When you moved out

And into the ground

It only hurts the first time

Then you dislocate the empathy

Re-break the spine

Force down pills

Don’t mind the cognitive dissonance

It’s a side effect

The panic and cold sweats

Only last as long as you regret it

Do you regret it?

Just let me sleep

It’s haunting me

I’m sorry, everything’s fine

Everything’s alright