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Pull the trigger Budd Dwyer

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I to my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop

My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop

Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top

I to my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop

My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop

Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah

I got what they want and it’s still not enough

I’m so deep inside and I can’t stuff it up

Whether it’s with these hoes or with these drugs

I don’t wanna be here, wanna give a fuck

Miss my family and I miss my girl

I try my best to give them all the world

Feel like I am not enough sometimes

Crying in my hands, like, «Why?»

Love me for what I am, don’t love me for what I do

Love you with everything, tell me «I love you too»

I done gave everything, I don’t got nothing left

I am exhausted, still wish you all the best

I to my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop

My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop

Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top

I to my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop

My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop

Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah

I can see my Dad’s shame in his eyes

Feel like he wasn’t enough and don’t know why

I’m sorry if I made you feel more than less

Did everything for me, you did your best

I can see myself in my brothers

I got some traits from my mother

Sometimes it do scare me

Sometimes I get worried

Hope they don’t be like me

I gotta leave in a hurry

Don’t want them picking the berries

Don’t want them feeling like damage

I would give my life for them (Life for them)

Right now, trying hard to swim

I to my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop

My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop

Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top

I to my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop

My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop

Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah