Falter - Scarlet White

I want the rush, from the adrenaline

It’s coming in like a flood

Now I need to feel again

To rid me of this hell

Broken, I feel safe from failure

Darkness has become my friend

Try to fix me with religion but it hasn’t fixed me yet

I want to fall apart

I want to falter, again

I can’t wait to fall back through

'Cause I want to feel amused like you

Like you

I see the joy from your deliverance

This evidence makes me sick

Pour, there’s no significance

I drink to drown you out

Find me how I do just fine like nothing can get through to me

Emptiness just helps me falter, there’s no need to fix me yet

I want to fall apart

I want to falter, again

I can’t wait to fall back through

'Cause I want to feel amused, like you

Like there’s nothing wrong (Like you)

You fly through life

With my face in the sand

You walk on by

Let me feel what it’s like

To be anyone else

While I’m stuck in this hell

Feel like you

Feel like you

Feel like you

Feel like you

I want to fall apart

I want to falter, again

I can’t wait to fall back through

'Cause I want to feel amused like you

Like you