Another Gear Uncaught - Sarge

i curse the string that stole my breath

and just a year ago i nearly burned to death

i try to clear my mind

i try to ignore all the ways this reminds

me of the last time

a handful of pills of so

is all that takes i know

if you pour me a glass of rum

ill crush a cigarette out before I’m done

bright lights choke me

and who are you to make me bleed

I’m fragmenting apart

i hate the way you stare through me

i came to and coght my breath

charcoal on my lips the only memory left

I’m falling down inside

from screams raging through my mind

just promise me this will be the last time