Relapse - Saint James

Feelin' all this weight upon my shoulders

I swear that these nights keep getting colder

All these things keep eating at my soul

So many things I gotta let go, yeah whoa

But I’m not the same

They’re my old ways

They gotta go

No more delay

I hate feeling this way, yeah

I hate feeling this way, yeah

Every time we get closer

I fall right back into my ways

So many times I had fell astray

But I guess I had some better days

I said, I wouldn’t be the same

But I keep feeling all these pains

I promised I was gon' change

But I keep yelling Your name

Lost, I don’t know where to go

Like I’m wearin' blindfolds

But You’re after my goals

Feelin' all this weight upon my shoulders

I swear that these nights keep getting colder (These nights keep getting colder)

All these things keep eating at my soul

So many things I gotta let go, yeah whoa

But I’m not the same (I'm not the same)

They’re my old ways (They're my old ways)

They gotta go (They gotta go)

No more delay (No more delay)

I hate feeling this way, yeah

I hate feeling this way, yeah

Wake up, early mornings just to lay and pray

Fallin' off my Word, Lord, I am so afraid

I need You with me, guidin' me day-by-day

Need all of these pains of life to go away

Ay I’m in a drought, need to go a different route

I’m in and I’m out, God, I need to work it out

I’m in and I’m out, gotta-gotta work it out

Feelin' all this weight upon my shoulders

I swear that these nights keep getting colder (These nights keep getting colder)

All these things keep eating at my soul

So many things I gotta let go, yeah whoa

But I’m not the same (I'm not the same)

They’re my old ways (They're my old ways)

They gotta go (They gotta go)

No more delay (No more delay)

I hate feeling this way, yeah

I hate feeling this way, yeah