Midnight Thoughts - SadBoyProlific

Yo, I throw on a facade

And then, act like I’m alright

Say I’ll go to sleep

But then I’ll stay up all night

And honestly

I think that theres something

Very wrong with me

Writing down these lines

But they just do not seem like songs to me

I usually spend the night

Locked inside my head

Thoughts about my ex

And the days that I will be dead

Mood is suicidal

This is just me in denial

Burn my feelings in a pile

I can’t find the strength to smile

Say they’re tired of the sad shit

Sorry that it’s how I feel

Ain’t nobody bumps my shit

I’m sorry that I lack appeal

I just wanna cruise around

Kick it with the top down

Taller then these fools

But they still wanna talk down

Like what did I do

To spite you

Don’t wanna fight you

Chillin' in the darkness

I’m just tryna spread some light dude

And lately I have noticed

That they hate everything I do

I don’t see the point to life

So I spark up like Raichu

And honestly I’m sorry

If I ever caused you pain

But it will be erased

With a bullet to the brain

Slit my wrists with the razor

That I use to sever ties

I hate when girls I love

Move on to the better guys

I’m tired of missing people

That will never miss me

See the pain inside my eyes

And every time it gets me

And I know I’m not good enough

For anyone to love me

I’m really not that funny

And most peope think I’m ugly

I’m sorry that I’m not enough

Sorry that I’m not that tough

I know my body’s not that buff

But maybe I can still find love

And Cupids just another demon

Sent to haunt me

Say I wanna move on

But then old feelings stop me

I’m sorry

I’m sorry