twenty something - Sad Alex

Moved to LA with a dream in my head

Paving a trail, but is it a dead end?

Nothing feels scarier than a safe bet

But here I still don’t even have my own apartment

Last night I talked to some old friends from high school

They’re out having babies, doing shit I don’t do

Loving glances, picket fence, their life is starting

While I’m searching

I didn’t want to be twenty something till I was something

Thought it would feel like it was more than nothing

Maybe thirty’s got the answers to everything

But I’m still lost in twenty something

Lying awake, but all buzzd in my head

Thinking 'bout time, and how much I wasted

Wish I had spnt it more on learning shit, and politics

So I could keep up in a conversation

'Cause I’m too old for the world to be ending

But I’m too old to understand these new trends

Sometimes it’s hard to know where I even fit

And I’ll admit

I didn’t want to be twenty something till I was something

Thought it would feel like it was more than nothing

Maybe thirty’s got the answers to everything

But I’m still lost in, ooh

Am I ever gonna know?

Am I ever gonna grow up

Or are my stories getting old?

Am I ever gonna prove something?

Am I ever gonna know?

Am I ever gonna grow up?

Grow up?

I didn’t want to be twenty something till I was something

Thought it would feel like it was more than nothing

Maybe thirty’s got the answers to everything

But I’m still lost in twenty something