Nutcase - Ryan Caraveo

If I had one wish and one wish only

I’d bottle up home and I’d drink it when I’m lonely

Solo every night 'til six in the morning

If this is paradise I wish somebody warned me

Only see my brother every two or three months now

Had a lot in common back then there ain’t much now

Can’t refer to my friends as my friends

'Cause if I was really one I would check up on them

I like to think that they proud of me

And that they understand what this shit is taking out of me

I’m hangin' on by a thread

Think I got it all together but I am

Still a nutcase, still a psycho

Tellin' mama any day I might blow up

Stayin' up late, where did time go?

Still ain’t caught a break but I’m like, «So what?»

Will my luck change?

Fuck if I know

If I hear another «no» I might throw up

I’m a nutcase, I’m a psycho I’m a psycho

But any day I might blow up!

Any any day now, any day, any day

Any day now

Any any day now, any day, any day

If I used that wish, but then I got an extra

I’d clip my memories then make a «best of»

Watch my family before it got messed up

Seeing them together would be better than the best drugs

Told myself when I make it I’ll fix that

Deep down I know I won’t get it back

I don’t want no money as funny as it sounds

If that was gonna fix it it’d done it by now

I like to think I’m a sacrifice

Just a little longer 'fore I get to live a happy life

I’m hangin' on by a thread

Think I got it all together but I am

Still a nutcase, still a psycho

Tellin' mama any day I might blow up

Stayin' up late, where did time go?

Still ain’t caught a break but I’m like, «So what?»

Will my luck change?

Fuck if I know

If I hear another «no» I might throw up

I’m a nutcase, I’m a psycho I’m a psycho

But any day I might blow up!

Any any day now, any day, any day

Any day now

Any any day now, any day, any day

Any day, any day, any day

I might blow up!

Any day, any day, any day

I might blow up!