GROWING UP IS _____ - Ruel

Heard you moved out of town on the weekend

Understand, but I’m sad that you’re leaving

Are you up making friends with the ceiling?

Yeah, I know the feeling

I wasn’t trying to let you down

I was just working my shit out

I’m sorry I didn’t know how much I led you on

Growin' up is weird, sleep with friends, break a heart

Question everything you thought

Split a pill, smoke a dart

Growin' up is weird, fall in love for a year

And then I disappear, wish that you were here

Growin' up is strange, get too close, push away

Thinking you would do the same

No regrets, no mistakes

Growin' up is strange when the one who’s to blame

Is lookin' at the mirror, wish that you were here

Growing up is…

Get emotional at two in the morning

It’s a habit, know I shouldn’t be callin'

Then you let me in, is that what you wanted?

Is this what we wanted?

Now you’re back in town, no, I can’t come around

Are we better without the what ifs and doubts

Is this it?

Are we both too far gone to forget

And try again?

Growin' up is weird, sleep with friends, break a heart

Question everything you thought

Split a pill, smoke a dart

Growin' up is weird, fall in love for a year

And then I disappear, wish that you were here

Growing up is strange, get too close, push away

Thinking you would do the same

No regrets, no mistakes

Growin' up is strange when the one who’s to blame

Is lookin' at the mirror, wish that you were here

Growin' up is…

Wish that you were here (Oh)

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh (Wish that you were here)

Growin' up is weird, sleep with friends, break a heart

Question everything you thought

Split a pill, smoke a dart

Growin' up is weird, fall in love for a year

And then I disappear, wish that you were here

Growin' up is strange, get too close, push away

Thinking you would do the same

No regrets, no mistakes

Growin' up is strange when the one who’s to blame

Is lookin' at the mirror, wish that you were here

Growin' up is weird

Oh, yeah, yeah, hey

Oh-oh, then I just disappear

Ooh-ooh, will I just disappear?

Wish that you were here

Growing up is…