Redeemer - Rotting Out

I am a mothers shame and an old mans regret.

My habits of mistakes ruin with every step.

I’m past the point of no return.

No redemption.

I never thought I’d hate myself like this again.

(What did I do?)

Where did I go wrong?

(What did I do?)

I thought I knew me all along.

(What did I do?)

I’m becoming what I hate.

(What did I do?)

Where the fuck did I go wrong?

Now I sit and think.

I retrace my steps.

How did I get like this?

I crushed a girl who meant the world.

I ate at my soul and soon I became the worst.

Everything I did wrong now eats me internally.

Now my reflection can’t stand the sight of me.

(What did I do?)

Where did I go wrong?

(What did I do?)

I thought I knew me all along.

(What did I do?)

I’m becoming what I hate.

(What did I do?)

Where the fuck did I go wrong?

Now I sit and think.

I retrace my steps.

How did I get like this?

There’s no redemption at the end of this song

I can’t erase everything I did wrong

So fuck this melody that helps me forget

I can’t undo, can’t undo everything I regret