The Unwanted - Roine stolt

Now the shepherd brings in all the sheep

I’m the blackest one, will he look at me

All I’m asking for & all I pray

Is that the unwanted one gets a brand new day

I’ve been hurting, never shown those tears

Tryin' to keep up, reeling down the years

Guess I signed up for some pointless game

What a wasted card, who to blame?

I’ve been foolin' everyone around

Soon regarded as the talk of the town

I’ve been gambling hard and I lost

Oh, all the bridges that I’ve burnt to dust

I’ve been fucked up, lost my self-esteem

I’ve been toasted in the mean machine

All this sadness hurts, and all this shame

Always hiding under different names

I’ve been thinking about what was denied

About that spear of Cain piercing thru my side

Life’s been short on love, Life’s been mean

There’s no way to hide all the dirt I’ve seen

I’ve been searching for my sacred place

Not yet found it, now it’s getting late

All this falling down, no control

God if you exist, have mercy on my soul!!!