Surgery Day -

Ripped from the comfort

Of a daydream, contented

Sharp thoughts invade me now

Breached mind surrenders now

Float high above

To look upon what’s real

A time to yield

A time to abandon all I feel

(Pre-chorus)

This suffering is comforting

I never thought it’d come to this

Held hostage by, what others would deny

I’ll kiss it on the lips then bite

Crack my sternum apart

Reach in and tear out my heart

The pain, the tears, the smiles

It’s all the same to me

Slowly crawling to hope

For the relief of this release

But do I even deserve this peace?

Do I deserve to bleed?

(Pre-chorus)

This suffering is comforting

I never thought it’d come to this

Held hostage by, what others would deny

I’ll kiss it on the lips then bite

Crack my sternum apart

Reach in and tear out my heart

The pain, the tears, the smiles

It’s all the same to me

Now matter how I hard I try

I never learned

How to hide

This surgery

This surgery, last hope for me

This surgery

This surgery

This surgery

This suffering