Happy Bummer Day - Rizha

I’ll have to get used to this

Spend my hours and my days

Drinking to everything that we never did

I was supposed to grow old with you

To die in your arms

You were the best I ever had

You were the best of us

Now I’m far away

And I hate myself

And I wish that I could be by your side

Cause it hurts a lot to see you

Happy with her

Seeing how you kiss her

Is driving me insane

And I won’t say

It makes me happy

Cause I’m not, and

I want you to be happy but with me

I want you to be happy but with me

Now I’m just a memory

Lost in the sound

Of her high pitched voice

And it hurts a lot to see you

Happy with her

Seeing how you kiss her

Is driving me insane

And I won’t say

It makes me happy

Cause I’m not and

I want you to be happy but with me

I want you to be happy but with me

And I cannot lie

I tried so hard to keep you near me

By my side

But things run so fast

I cannot wait

I cannot lie