Sometimes I Wish It Were Me - Rivilin

Watching best just change

Losing faith they down more pills again

Sipping on lean, passing out

Its the blank stare that kills me, your ghost still haunts me

Your standing on a cliff of bad decisions no you won’t change

You’ve come addicted to the medication that numbs the pain

Perc 30, benzos and the Xanax that just rots all your brain

I’ll kill to see you smile again, I don’t say all of this in vain

I miss that little perfect person

Cherished moments with you it’s hurting

When I put that Narcan in your nostril yeah it killed me inside

You say you’re fine facing this on your own but no your not alright

When will we find better reasons, to be happy

Just to change of sasons

Cutting down alleys no you’ve lost all the sight

You can’t bgin to fabricate all these memories that you’ve tossed aside

Cus it hurts just to see a best friend

Fading so fast I know your sinking

Sometimes I feel like this was all just on me

I see you grinding at your teeth yeah I miss how you used to be

It makes me sad to see you

It kills me inside you know

It makes me sad to see you

Sometimes it best to let go