Charcoal Feather - Rivilin

I grew wings out this shell

They say my bodies still in hell

It’s like my friends are staring at me like they don’t really get it

You’re looking up to me but im just a fuck up so yeah I said it

Cus you know im just human

We all make mistakes from time to time

Cus this is how we fucking deal with it

How we live with it like do we become a better person

Or do we sink into seething which we used to call home

Or do we watch out best friends be consumed by liars that roam

In their cracks in th walls, cracks in the streets

Watch the demons start to peel off th skin and throw us to the

West side, what do you say like

Can we just leave this place and find somewhere that we can just be

Yeah what we fucking wanna be

Yeah I’m sick of feeling like I wanna just

Run run run away

From everyone who knows my name

Consumed by emptiness consumed by doubt

Endlessly fighting my hands should have been torn to shreds by now

Fade fade fade away

The ghost in me says that it’s too late

Will I find a place to finally fucking call my home

But you know im scared to death cus I feel as if im alone

On the back of this motorbike cigarette in hand

No goggles on my visions blurry and the winds in my hair

I thought I could just get away from this, yeah

I thought the drugs would empty all the pain with bliss

But you know that it doesn’t

At least back in hell I wasn’t alone

But sometimes we just gotta move on to grow

What doesn’t makes us just stay in a place where weakness starts to show

Yeah cus even if you lost your memory would you want to be

Something more than this hollow husk living in constant misery

Yeah so make the choice and cut the bad fruit from the fucking tree

Cus these snakes want to crawl up and take all that you have for free

Yeh im sick of fucking living in misery

But depression seems to keep his latches on top of me

So ill just keep moving, moving

Until I catch up and grow