Pocket Full of Pain - Ren

Da da da da oh

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I watched the sun when it rise

When it’s climbing the sky

I sit here with the pocket full of pain

I’ve got tears in my juice

In my mind there’s a noose

But my hope makes me cling to the day

I wanna run with the sun and the moon and the stars

Till I’m runnin' faster than my pain

I wish I could breathe out this fear this doubt

Send it into the Milky Way

I’ve got my finger on the trigger of a Magnum 44

But survival instinct won’t

Let me bleed

I want to put a bullet straight at my cerebral tissues plate

But my index finger won’t let me squeeze

I wanna skate down my vein with the blade

Till the blood runs thicker than the thoughts in my head

But don’t ask me why this is not my goodbye

It’s a suicide failure attempt

I choose life, I choose life

I choose livin'

Put the bottles and the pills down

I stand up

I breathe with precision

Calm washes over me like a break in a storm

I close my eyes for a minute

Then my troubles transform

And I travel deep into the corners of my mind

I remember the first time I felt hopeless

I think I was five

Cause at the hands of this bully

The lessons that I learned is that this world is not so beautiful

Sometimes it can be burnt by the fires of evil

That are living inside

The common people, common people

Just like you and like I

We’ll all strive to survive

And we all climb to the top

Over our brothers and sisters

Whether we mean to or not

And we get lost

In the tide of insecurities and power-seeking fooleries

But happiness don’t live inside no jewelries

In an age of distraction

We would rather tap on our iPhones

Than stop a war from happening

It’s heartbreaking

Satan’s patiently waitin' for us to mess up big time

So hell on earth will be blatant

So forgive me for wantin' to blow my brains out

But I got a change of heart

It’s time to change now, re-arrange now

Fist in the sky

I say proud, say loud

Revolution word on my brain now

People hold the power

And power’s with the people

The people strife for unity

The world, it could be equal

You can be the star

Or the start of the beginnin'

A dawn of no stress, no troubles, no sinnin'

Just livin'

So overthrow evil and greed

Put aside the distractions

Welcome change with me

Welcome change with me

Welcome change with me

Welcome change, welcome change

Welcome change with me

Welcome change with me

Now welcome change with me

Now welcome chan-, welcome chan-

Welcome change with me

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Da da da do

(Da da da do)

(Da da da do)

(Da da da do)