This Endless War -

Here I drown as seasons change

Tried to cope with anxiety

I can’t see what is slowly killing me

The force of evil penetrates my dreams

Now I turn into insanity

The fire is alive and burns inside of me

Hope dead and buried of a life with any sleep

A mind-controlled disease will be my legacy

Violent raging thoughts save me from this endless war

Violent misplaced trust, stop me from misguided lust

Tear apart rationality

To find the key that lifts me off my knees

Consequence that I’m fighting my beliefs

To understand this mind kills stability

I have not seen through this war

I’ve reached up to the sky but crashed and almost died

The journey’s almost over I can see it in my eyes

Ten thousand needles piercing at my skin

This sickness over time has shattered my last fuse

Rage and brutality beckons my next move

Before I am dormant I will take you1 into my next world.

Bastard!

And sleep will no longer be my downfall.

Anymore!

As I watch this brain decay

As I run through obscured rain

Into darkness I feel the shame

And it crushes me again

And the reaper has seen my face

Seen it wither and waste away

Time forgotten, these endless days

This fading mind a cold embrace