Let Go - Reclaimer

I’m sick of feeling numb

But I’ll miss it when its gone

Because all I wanted was to feel carefree

And now I find it hard to care at all

I’m just trapped in a constant haze of not knowing where I stand

Do I depend?

Do I depend on you too much or am I starting to just give up?

I will never find a way to love you

And when it’s all said and done

I’ll be the one who turns their back on everyone

I will never find a way to love you

I will never find a way

And there is no excuse for leaving you

But if I don’t I’m afraid of what I might become

A hollow shell, a lost memory

I’ll always want more

Leave me and you can find another

This isn’t love

Its just all we had hold of

There can’t be another way

Because I’m so fucking afraid that I will never find a way to love you

I’m just trapped in a constant haze