Caught - Razed In Black

Quiet!

I’m thinking.

It’s kind of difficult

I can’t hold up the conversation

It’s difficult to sympathize

My need to resuscitate intensifies

The bolt thrust sharp between

my eyes.

Inside I crumble, perishing

intentionally, explicitly

there’s nothing I can do.

Nothing I can do.

Nothing I can Ђ¦Do!

4, 3, 2, 1 Boom!

Explosions

deep inside my head

it feels as if a tank just f*@#ing tore apart

my insides sometimes I wish that I was dead

it’s me who’s ping ponging back and forth

across this empty space

I’d rather be slammed by two

than to take any more so what’s the use

so what’s with you?!

I never said I’d take you down there

Never said I’d see it through

Yet s*@# just happens

I’ll never know what f*@#ing hell

has put me through

I guess that I deserve the beating

the kind that’s not intentional

Why must I do only the things that please me There’s definitely no escape, I’m caught!

I’m caught, caught in the middle