Wake Up - Rare Americans

I ask myself, will I ever change?

A broken record can’t turn the page

Take a long hard look in the bathroom mirror

Head in my hands, how’d I end up here?

But the days go on, people in their lanes

Can’t rid the doubts or ditch the shame

Little laughs and coping lies, I tell myself it’s a disguise

When I wake up, when I wake up

It’s written on my face

When I wake up, when I wake up

Say today’s the day that I’m gonna change

I’m gonna fucking change, find a way

Fight the urge, leave yesterday

I’m gonna fucking change

A weekend stayed, those stupid nights

The worst decisions of my life

And I wish I could take it all back

But we know life doesn’t work like that

So my guard is up, can I let it down?

I don’t know love, lost never found

Start to wonder what’s wrong with me

Because everyone else has found their feet

I was living hard and running out of time

Let the forts of courage confine it

I don’t know, I don’t know anymore, no

I don’t know, I don’t know anymore

When I wake up, when I wake up

It’s written on my face

When I wake up, when I wake up

Say today’s the day that I’m gonna change

She said you’re fuck up

She said you’re so fucked up

She said you’re fuck up

She said you’re so fucked up

Said I’m gonna change, find a way

Fight the urge, leave yesterday

Said I’m gonna change, find a way

Fight the urge, fuck yesterday