Addicted to Hate - Rancor

Awake, sleepless, going 'round and 'round in the bed

Confused, headache, by my side, your body is not there

But I don’t care!

Darkness, mercy, I realize I’m all alone

Dream or reality

A cold embrace when nowhere feels like home

I know things will never be the same

I just want you far away

I only wish you a painful death

I found out I’m addicted to hate

Can you feel it?

Taste it, breathe it?

Emotions are consuming me

Can you see it?

Hear it, touch it?

All I can feel is hate

No more feelings, no one to trust and nothing to say

Past and present, I wish I could lose all memories

Wasted time, nothing to regret but I want it to be erased

Dreaming nowhere

I close my eyes but I keep seeing your face

I know things will never be the same

I just want you far away

I only wish you a painful death

I found out I’m addicted to hate

Can you feel it?

Taste it, breathe it?

Emotions are consuming me

Can you see it?

Hear it, touch it?

All I can feel is hate

Trust is lost, your truth and lies make no difference to me

Life is gone, the show must go on but it makes no sense

You traitor, what have I done to deserve this deceit?

Face to face you can’t hide to my eyes

And I don’t believe what you say

Can you feel it?

Taste it, breathe it?

Emotions are consuming me

Can you see it?

Hear it, touch it?

I’m addicted to hate