103 Mentality -

will you always be there watching over me?

will you?

I asked a long time ago

'cause it’s hurting, now it’s hurting from the deepest root

I’m lost in a maze of my own thoughts

sometimes I start to miss myself

what am I supposed to do then?

can’t control anything in this storm

it starts to spin around and carries me to the unknown

take me by the hand

walk me up the stairs

with angels and candle lights

everything that I like

but something follows me

and kicks me to the floor

I try to call for help

but you already walked away

I’m breathing, at least it feels like I am breathing now

but how should I know, I’m just a boy in a room

I’m feeling, I guess I’m feeling something everyday

but how would I know, I’m just a boy anyway

something’s behind me

kicks me to the floor

I try to call for help

but you already…

it pulls me by the hair

and throws me down the stairs

it leaves me shuts the door

leave!

cannot take anymore

I shiver to my core

ready for the war

or as much as a boy could be

'cause you already went away