Perceptions - Radnor

Is the world against me or have you just managed to

Cloud my thoughts and perceptions into the darkest hue

What the hell is going on, I can’t remember when

I’ve ever felt so broken and the walls keep caving in

Someday you’ll see that everything you do to me

Well, it means so much more

Than you could ever make up for

Am I going crazy or am I just now aware

Of what it’s like to lose more than I ever knew I had

Someday you’ll see that everything you do to me

Well, it means so much more

Than you could ever make up for

‘Cause every time I close my eyes

The darkness is a lot like what I find

When I have to live under the disguise

That all is well and I’m just fucking fine

How long can I expect to live a life I don’t accept

And how long will you keep me in

The dark, can you hear me screaming out

Well it’s over now

I’m done ignoring, fighting, trying to hide away

From feeling like I never meant a goddamn thing at all

Someday you’ll see that everything you do to me

Well, it means so much more

Than you could ever make up for

‘Cause every time I close my eyes

The darkness is a lot like what I find

When I have to live under the disguise

That all is well and I’m just fucking fine

I’m just fucking fine