Suicide - R. Kelly

1 — I say theeasiest thing in the world

Is to love you

And the hardest thing in the world

Is to lose you

Said I tried and tried again to keep you

But it just ain’t no use

I’m baffled cuz of what went down

See I got your letter so you’re leaving town

Just take one minute to think about

Baby, lets back track on what happened in this house

Now I remember clearly it was a Saturday

I came walkin’in four o’clock in the morning

And I thought you were sleepin’one eye opened

You turned and said to me where the hell you been

Then I turned it around and hollared with some friends drinking

And now I’m sitting here all alone

Wishing you were here to house this home, oh Say the easiest thing in the world is to love you

I love you baby

And the hardest thing in the world (So hard)

Is to lose you (Is to lose you baby)

2 — Now I’m sitting here sippin’on things

I’m not suppose to (Sittin right here)

And that ain’t cool (You know that ain’t cool)

I’ve got to get over losing you

Shattered I can’t believe you’re gone

I’m left in the middle of these four walls

Lying helpless 'bout to lose my mind baby

I can’t fathom life without you by my side

Now every night before I go to sleep

I pray to heaven for a better me Nights I’m up thinkin’and days I’m up dreamin'

You were at work I was at play

A nigga wanted you and plus his cake

I know I ain’t got no right to say

But I need you to head on back this way

Because I’m sitting here all alone

Wishing you were here to house this home

Baby can’t we just moan for love like we used to See, sometimes we men, we can dish it out

But sometimes we men, we can’t take it, hey

So I’m gonna get up out this chair

And catch me a train, and get where you are, hey

Because I love you babe

And i need you

Right here by my side

Ghetto woman come on home to me

I’m dying sorry and I can’t seem to break free