Pathetic - Purgatory

Wake up in the morning in the bathroom

on the wet floor… piss on my face

stink like a dog shit… knock with my forehead

cause in my hand there’s a needle and I (still) can move it

to the left and right or up and down… it’s stupid fu*k

suckin' on motherfu*kin' drugs

Morphine, crack, canabis, dope spread and struggle inside me

and they’re really screwing me out constantly

I never am sure with my self, I can’t get better

sellin' my soul, I’d losing control, served the devil shit inside of me

useless, life’s meaningless, forget the trust and the confidence

in disgrace, soiled face, they talk to much shits and everything

just a lies

Here I am, my friend … garbage can

ready to wear, ready to use, ready to suck everydamnthing you own

I’ll bury your ass slowly, through all your misery

somekind of destiny or starvations GLUTTONY

lotta pain, lotta bullshit, lotta game and I’m not ashamed

while you treated me like a lovely friend

I’m the only pathetic parasite

realized, I scrape your wound with fork

It’s me so pathetic … the drugs makes me fanatic

It’s me parasite … don’t you ever exist before my sight

(para… site)

I believe one day before I get bored to stay

you’ll see me in forgiveness… God…

You can’t count anyone except yourself

the only thing to fear is just fear it self

major pain in the ass, always makin' the mess

Are you happy as human race?