Rot - PUP

Why disguise my bad intentions?

I’ve got nothing to hide

Except the tendency to separate the part of me

That’s feeling too desperate to die

Maybe I’ve been dreaming in lo-fi

Like I just can’t stop

Maybe I’ve been rotting on the inside

All alone with my negative thoughts, they’re:

Crawling outta the hole inside of me

Try to kill ‘em before I come undone

I can tell they’re on to me

I can feel it in my blood

Spilling out of the hole inside of me

Try to fill it before I come undone

But it’s just a part of me

I can’t get away from

And now I’m back in the thick of it

Telling everyone near

«Oh my god like the grind is killing me»

Practice that speech in the mirror like:

«I wanna thank the academy»

Well isn’t it great?

I’m doing something productive with my self-destruction

It’s the one thing keeping me sane

How’s that for your glass half full?

It’s not even my best trait

Crawling outta the hole inside of me

Try to kill ‘em before I come undone

I can tell they’re on to me

I can feel it in my blood

Spilling out of the hole inside of me

Try to fill it before I come undone

But it’s just a part of me

That I can’t get away from

The more I’m reckless

The less I break

The more I care about money

The less I make

The less I care about everything

The better it goes

And the better it gets

The more I lose control

And when I’ve lost it all

I self-sabotage

But it only serves

To legitimize my flaws

Like I recall them at all when they’re:

Crawling outta the hole inside of me

Try to kill ‘em before I come undone

I can tell, I can tell they’re on to me

I can feel, I can feel it in my blood

Spilling out of the hole inside of me

Try to fill it before I come undone

But it’s just another part of me

I can’t get away from

Crawling outta the hole (crawling outta the hole)

Crawling outta the hole inside of me

Spilling out of the hole (spilling out of the hole)

Spilling out of the hole inside of me

Crawling outta the hole (crawling outta the hole)

Crawling outta the hole inside of me

Spilling out of the hole (spilling out of the hole)

Spilling out of the hole inside of me