Convalescence - Promethee

Stuck in a rut of complacency

And yet the boredom has caught up with me

You will always find me standing still

Eternally numb

Standing still in this place

In the arms of denial

The prodigal child

The indebted youth

Is this all that I am destined to be

I am never fine

I am always well

I am never well

I don’t deserve this

There is no merit

In this suffering

In this fucking existence

Now hear me out

I have felt the cold

Stuck in this state of convalescence

I have sensed a change

I can not go forward

Stuck in this state of convalescence

I don’t deserve this

I don’t merit any of this

I have felt the cold

I have heard the silence

There is nothing left

Oh hail, oh ave maria

I have become blind

Oh hail, oh ave maria

Can you see me now