Trying to Provide -

If you were to listen, I would tell you everything

All the things I’ve ever heard, all the things I’ve ever seen

In my dreams, in real life dawg, the grass ain’t always green

Cutting that shit with my pops at the age of fourteen

For these White folks who have it all figured out

We’re still in a hole, asking God to dig us out

I need money, motivation, patience, I need change

Happiness and fortune, glory, all in exchange for my soul

Father, let’s make a deal

I change the world, you give me cash, or at least a meal

‘Cause I’m getting kind of hungry and my wallet’s feeling light

It’s getting thinner by the day, so I’m writing every night

In hopes to be successful, hopes to provide

Insecurities are creeping, I’m putting my fears aside

I’m getting way too old to let them interfere

But I’m only human, we’re in for one Hell of a ride

True (One Hell of a ride, homie)

Listen to my words, visualize my pain

Got so many goals dawg, I got a lot to gain

That’s why I’m working stupid hard, that’s why I’m not the same

That’s why I’m all alone trying to figure out this game

I can’t make it on my ass, bro they got to know my name

I’m just trying to feed my family homie, fuck all the fame

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Yeah my pockets got Sakuras, but I don’t know what

Will get my name up quicker, so I rap to speed things up

Look, counting all mistakes by the minute (by the minute)

Pops always told me, put in work, that’s how you get it so

Wallet looking empty, got these hundreds on my mind

But I’m still underrated even if I’m putting overtime

Look (overtime)

You can keep your bitches and the chains

I just want the family to be eating off my gains

It’s all gone, every single thing I’ve dreamt on

Alls I got is music, I’ve been writing ‘till dawn

To make my vision a reality, process of the alchemy

My sanity is all that matters, I want to live happily

If I can even touch a hundred thousand

Get the best doctor for my moms, pops a house and

Get my little sister anything she could imagine

And my little brother, so I got to make it happen (make it happen)

(I got to make it happen

I got to make a way, so)

Listen to my words, visualize my pain

Got so many goals dawg, I got a lot to gain

That’s why I’m working stupid hard, that’s why I’m not the same

That’s why I’m all alone trying to figure out this game

I can’t make it on my ass, bro they got to know my name

I’m just trying to feed my family homie, fuck all the fame

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