Stuck In Admiration - Pouya

Take away my pain and let me live another day

Hopin' by tomorrow, I can make it through the rain

We struggle with depression, drown myself in novocaine

'Cause everybody wanna be numb

And everybody wanna be someone, yuh

When the world is fallin' down around me, how can I keep myself up?

Feel that pressure on my chest, it’s startin' to build up

Yuh, don’t feel like myself again

All these thoughts I keep within

Keep it real, can’t play pretend

'Cause I can’t be nobody but myself, I know I’m changin'

Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation

Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration

With you, baby, lately, I’ve been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind

'Cause I can’t be nobody but myself, I know I’m changin'

Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation

Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration

With you, baby, lately, I’ve been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind (Ayy, yuh)

I been alone for too long

I know I gotta move on

You used to sing my songs

Now I hear nothin' but echoes

Gotta know when it’s time to let go, yuh

Let it fade in the background

Let it die in your mind, let in rot in your brain

Don’t let that pain take away your day

Can’t hold on to something that you never had a grip on

From coupons to food stamps

Now I got a black Cadillac with a brand new paint job

Still run around with the AR

You made me like this, man, I hate y’all, man, fuck y’all

I’m sick in the mind with no day job

'Cause I can’t be nobody but myself, I know I’m changin'

Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation

Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration

With you, baby, lately, I’ve been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind

'Cause I can’t be nobody but myself, I know I’m changin'

Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation

Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration

With you, baby, lately, I’ve been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind

I get so tired driving down that same road again

My mind is bloated with some things that I been holdin' in, yuh

Got me talking to the almighty

Asking, «Are you really there for me to help me rewrite my story?»

Yuh

I know I’m blessed but my gift feel like a curse sometimes

I know I’m stressed, baby, this life don’t come with rewind

In the meantime, let me remind you, I’m only getting older

No more livin' in the past with a chip on my shoulder

'Cause I can’t be nobody but myself, I know I’m changin'

Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation

Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration

With you, baby, lately, I’ve been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind

'Cause I can’t be nobody but myself, I know I’m changin'

Been tryna wrong my rights before I make it to cremation

Thinking 'bout my past, it got me stuck in admiration

With you, baby, lately, I’ve been goin' crazy with you stuck in mind