HowDoILook - Pillow Queens

It took a while but I don’t mind

How does my body look in this light?

It took a while but I don’t mind

How do I look now, how do I look now?

I’ve stopped my thoughts

It’s the only way of keeping sensations from creeping up on me

And crushing whatever’s keeping me going

I just can’t let my mind wander

It always takes a dodgy street and I get nervous

And just retreat

But this is slowly killing me

This is slowly destroying me

This is slowly decaying me

But I’m home now I can let myself fall

It took a while but I don’t mind

How does my body look in this light?

It took a while but I don’t mind

How do I look now, how do I look now?

Maybe I’d expected more or it was just my lack of vision

But after years this 4×4 just wasn’t as I had imagined

But your head is on my pen, is on my bed

It’s hard to right your wrongs but you won’t admit your flaws

And oh god they’re beautiful

But this is slowly killing me

This is slowly destroying me

This is slowly decaying me

But I’m home now I can let myself fall

It took a while but I don’t mind

How does my body look in this light?

It took a while but I don’t mind

How do I look now, how do I look now?

It took a while but I don’t mind

How does my body look in this light?

It took a while but I don’t mind

How do I look now, how do I look now?

It took a while (But I don’t mind)

It took a while (How does my body look in this light?)

It took a while (But I don’t mind)

It took a while (How does my body look in this light?)

It took a while, it took a while

It took a while, it took a while

It took a while, it took a while

It took a while, it took a while

It took a while, it took a while

It took a while, it took a while

It took a while, it took a while

It took a while, it took a while