The Hard Way - Ph8

Fill my head with things that you want there

Blind my eyes so I can barely see

Take control and live my life for me

So afraid that I might have ideas

On what I miss and what life really is

Down the road I will be on my own

Sheltered life, the only thing I know

Get on with it, you’ll forget what life is about

You will regret what you did if you wake up

Too much for me to forgive, you fucked me up

Tonight for you to, I’ve had enough

Father please, I wanna live my life

The way I see it keeps me satisfied

All this time you could have helped me out

By showing me what life is all about

In waking up, I slowly make my way

I go to work, I make it everyday

Trouble when I have to interact

Use up words and social skills I’ve lacked

Doing fine when I am left alone

I had my day and made my way back home

Night rolls in and as I crawl in bed

I still remember everything you said

Get outta hear, I don’t care if you live alone

I never make a mistake

You’re everything that I’m not, you only lack

If only I had a chance, I’d set you back

, you said it’s in my eyes

I do not need you standing by my side

What you’ve done to me, I can’t forgive

I’ll live my life the way I want to live

Years go by since I’ve been on my own

I’m doing what I left your home

Things you could’ve taught me yesterday

I’m learning everything the hard way, the hard way