Demonic Embrace - Pessimist

Manipulated by unconscious rage… my demons!

Hate is the whole of my existence

Repulsed by the weakness I see

Driven to violence by the force of… the demons lurking within me

Walls around my defenses… are distorting all I perceive

A slave to my psychic demons, I bend to their blackened desires

I feel so defenseless

Unable to stop my descent, deeper into the darkness of damaged emotional schemes

Blinded by the colluded enmeshment of darkness and light

I long for the chill of the darkness and damn the existence of light

Stagnant in this existence, I am an agent of hell

Unaware of my need to wallow in degradation

Blinded by the colluded enmeshment of darkness and light

I long for the chill of the darkness and damn the existence of light

Lost in a haze of denial… exacting revenge on the world

Self-inflected aggression… meant to destroy what I feel

Claw in vain for the fragments… of my blessed ignorance

Frightened by the awareness of my reality

Manipulative!

… Exploitive!

I feel so defenseless to rage against my demons

Empower by the desire to free my eternal soul

Thriving on the death of sadistic domination

I crushed your reign with unmatched brutality

Piss on you motherfucker!

Begging at my feet

Fuck you, you’re nothing

I’ve finally broken free