Eres - Pesado

He intentado mas de mil maneras para no pensarte

He fallado en todas porque aun no dejo de so’arte

He buscado tu raiz en el fondo de mi alma

Para arrancarte de mi historia

Pero te aferras a mi cuerpo, a mi mente a mis deseos

Como hiedra que me abraza y envenena hasta mi sombra

He buscado mas de mil excusas para no llamarte

He encontrado mas de mil pretextos para ir a buscarte

Me he perdido en otros cuerpos esperando hallar olvido

Para sentir que si vivo

Pero otra vez llega el recuerdo

Cuando menos me lo espero

Y me doy cuanta que no puedo

Estart sin verte, sentirte lejos

Y olvidarme de las cosas que vivimos

Imposible se me hace

En vez de olvido te recuerdo mas conmigo

Eres, la razón de todos mis tormentos

La agonía que me mata lento

Pero tambien eres ternura

Y la parte que me falta para ser feliz

Eres, para muchos lo peor que me ha pasado

El amor que esta acabando con mi vida

Y para mi eres mas que eso

Eres parte de mis sueños

Es por eso que me aferro

A tu recuerdo

Estar sin verte, sentirte lejos

Y olvidarme de las cosas que vivimos

Imposible se me hace

En vez de olvido te recuerdo mas conmigo

Eres, la razón de todos mis tormentos

La agonía que me mata lento

Pero tambien eres ternura

Y la parte que me falta para ser feliz

Eres, para muchos lo peor que me ha pasado

El amor que esta acabando con mi vida

Y para mi eres mas que eso

Eres parte de mis sueños

Es por eso que me aferro

A tu recuerdo

…PARA ALGUIEN ESPECIAL.

I have tried more than a thousand ways not to think of you

I have failed in all of them because I still haven't stopped dreaming of art

I have searched for your root in the depths of my soul

To tear you from my story

But you cling to my body, to my mind, to my desires

Like ivy that embraces me and poisons even my shadow

I have looked for more than a thousand excuses not to call you

I have found more than a thousand excuses to go looking for you

I have lost myself in other bodies hoping to find oblivion

To feel that if I live

But again comes the memory

When I least expect it

And I realize that I can't

Being without seeing you, feeling far away

And forget about the things we lived through

It seems impossible to me

Instead of oblivion I remember you more with me

You are the reason for all my torments

The agony that kills me slow

But you are also tenderness

And the part that I lack to be happy

You are, for many, the worst thing that has happened to me

The love that is ending my life

And for me you are more than that

you are part of my dreams

That's why I hold on

to your memory

Being without seeing you, feeling far away

And forget about the things we lived through

It seems impossible to me

Instead of oblivion I remember you more with me

You are the reason for all my torments

The agony that kills me slow

But you are also tenderness

And the part that I lack to be happy

You are, for many, the worst thing that has happened to me

The love that is ending my life

And for me you are more than that

you are part of my dreams

That's why I hold on

to your memory

…FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL.