What If I - Pennywise

I’ve heard it all before

Could hear it all a thousand times more

Playing with me all the time

No one feels the same

And sanity is all a game

Locked up deep inside my mind

Hey die — you want an alibi

Hey quit — you want to get a fix

Hey try — you’ll never make it tonight

You can feel it deep inside

All of the illusions for myself

What if I try to make amends for someone else

What if I try to change the way I’m feeling deep inside

What if I died filled with sorrow wanting another try

No one can face the truth

Was there nothing more that you could do

What would you do different next time

Keep turning from the past

The future’s coming much to fast

Or is it all in my mind